Hello all, this is my first journal, and as such, I'm not really sure what to write.

Yesterday I agreed to go to my friend's prom with her because she broke up with her bf and had no one to go with.. it's not until May though. I wonder why she picked me out of all the people out there.. lol. It's not romantic or anything, we're just friends and I want it to stay that way.. I hope she doesn't have the wrong idea.

Last night, I had a series of strange dreams. In the first one, I was dating one of my friends (not the same one as above). It was strange because I never thought about them that way.. we held eachother.. it felt very right for some reason.. closeness.. love even. I woke up during the dream and looked at the clock--1:30am-- and rolled over, trying to go back to sleep. I couldn't sleep though; for some reason I had this really intense feeling of lonliness and longing.. perhaps I have some feelings for my friend I haven't realized.. I dunno.
The second dream was even stranger. I was on a bus with a bunch of people from school [people I don't even know, but have seen before] and I thought it was the bus that would take me home, but it turned out that everyone on the bus was going on a field trip to walmart [lol] and the bus stopped and like 100+ people got off [O.o;] and went into the store. so I got off but I didn't know where I was..it was really confusing, lol. Then I woke up 'cause the alarm went off. I thought it would be akward to see that friend [from the dream] at school today, but I didn't run into them all day--it's strange because we see eachother usually at least once.. maybe they were absent.. who knows.

Because I'm going to the prom with my one friend, I have a 'reason' to get in shape.. well, motivation at least. I actually got on the treadmill for 30 minutes today.. lol. Well, hopefully I can keep it up-- I wanna look good for the people I don't know and so my friend isn't embarassed with my fat, ugly self at her side.

Wow, this has turned out to be longer than I thought.. I guess it's not that hard to fill, lol. Well, I guess I should save stuff to post other days, so I'll end this here.

-Andrew